Tuesday, December 6, 2011

of something to dwell upon

 Read this line from a tweet of a friend's, friend. Seemed to make sense.


"If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing.If she's worth it, u won't give up.If u give up, you're not worthy.



And here's a nice song....






If I were to ever live that long, who's to say I wouldn't wait...






Returned to Penang for the wrong reasons, a tragedy to be more specific, Uncle has passed on.



Home wasn't what i expected, my room's been hijacked and it's a mess.
I can't believe you all can be in the same roof, much less room as him.
You ask me to forgive and patch things up with him, well if you can ask me to do so, you don' know that well after all.
Not happening. No way.
I left without a word.
I now dread the notion of returning there.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Of twenty years, two people, One Day

Why, Emma Morley, why'd you have to die, you left us all in tears as if we've known you for our entire life.
I. Love. The. Book.




So tiring sometimes, more of in the mental sense, feeling how the huge ego's of some men can ruin a supposed to be fun occupation of being a cook. Certain individuals I guess i will not name here, so eager to please their higher up's that their willing to dump you on the chopping block just to "bodek" them, not that it's happened to me, but from what I've observed. Bloody huge ego!



Wednesday, June 29, 2011

of not missing it for the world

I haven't been home for a while
I'm sure everything's the same
Mom and Dad both in denial
An only child to take the blame

Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
Father's no name you deserve
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world

Never know what I've become
The king of all that's said and done
The forgotten son


This city's buried in defeat
I walk along these no-name streets
Wave goodbye to all
As I fall




Definitely wouldn't come home for the world...if I had the means to do so.